After many phone calls to the consulate and emails to my contact at Cedei, I will finally be leaving for Ecuador tomorrow. The thing is, I am terrified. Rationally, I know that I have wanted to live out of the U.S. since I was in middle school, and that I have been specifically working on living in South America since January. Irrationally, I wish I didn't have such big dreams. In all honesty, I am afraid this might be so hard I don't enjoy it.
On the flip side of my fear is a sense of so many still-unkown experiences. This could be really hard, but it could also turn out to be the best decision I ever made.
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